ffs

I've forgotten where the light switch is again.

I can't stop wandering around in circles, tripping over the same obstacles.

I'm fighting against the darkness but its pressing upon me. It seems stronger than the light.

Why can't I stop these repetitive self doubting thoughts? Why am I so consumed by them?

I feel small and insignificant. Invisible and worthless.

I just want to change EVERYTHING about myself.

EVERYTHING about the way I look and EVERYTHING about my brain and EVERYTHING that makes me Susie stupid Piggott. Yuk.

FFS.

Sorry for being like this, just can't help it, its just me.

x