big fat failure

I've just realised that I've been off work now for almost 8 months.

8 months.

Why don't I feel better?

Why am I such a failure that I can't even getting better?

I'm weak.

So exhausted.

And I'm so bloody tired of moaning like an old woman who has a big bunion on her foot.

But instead I have a big bunion in my brain that refuses to go away!

ARGH.

x